My eyes are red and mind is indignant <br />And a face I have too much annoyed <br />You need not to bother them at all <br />It is true that I am angry and vexed <br />And that is not with any one of you <br />But i am enraged and infuriated with myself <br />To lead a life and just to sustain <br />I need to go down and to such a low <br />From taking bribery to telling lies <br />Doing conspiracy and spreading malice <br />As if I do not have any human quality <br />Nor have I any human value or merit <br />I am totally disgusted with myself <br />and fed up with this life which wants <br />more than the things I can honestly earn <br />and manage, a huge pity on me, <br />I cannot live a life, just and true, <br />without bias and without prejudice <br />It is an utter shame that I could not take <br />A balanced view over matters till date <br />It is too long that I fail to win over <br />Fear, favor neither have i control over lust and greed <br />My eyes are red and I am really furious <br />I shall not let myself to get away this time <br />and walk away it off the hook easily<br /><br />Abdul Wahab<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/i-shall-not-let-myself-to-get-away-easily/
